a Fly’s Medicine…

flies

http://spiritlodge.yuku.com/topic/861

 

 

There is only one link on this blog — I bet you are all relieved. The link takes you to a web page that tells a First Nation story about the fly. Fly’s wisdom (below) was copied and pasted from the website:

Survival
Multifaceted vision
Ability to change waste into valuable assets
Transformation
Adaptation to the harshest environments

As of late, I have been floating along more in a right-hemisphere parade of information and deep inner being. This blog is about a real event that happened three days ago. It was the moment I finally, completely understood Fly medicine and allowed the Fly-doctor to do his work to help me heal some energy I had been carrying around for a very long time.

Fly is so small but so powerful!

Three days ago when I became a friend — true friend — to Fly, I was in the middle of a nap. I had just drifted off when Fly came into my room. I have no idea where he came from or where he left for.  (It’s just like those spirit guides to show up, do their work and leave.)

He was a larger fly, close to the size of a horse fly.  As he rambled all over the room, I started to get irritated. I began to notice my body tightening up as he crashed into objects and the buzzing seemed to get progressively louder and louder. At one point the buzzing was so loud, I could feel myself starting to get angry.

Immediately a sense came over me that Fly is my helper — helping to clear up, to transform old, dead energy. I felt a need to let Fly help me.

Fly spent much of the time bouncing off the mirrors in my room. It was as if he were flinging himself against them. I could hear thumps as Fly made contact with each mirror.  I remembered what I had learned a long time ago relating to the magic of mirrors — an energy I had not worked with in quite a while.  Past teachers had recommended not to have mirrors in the house, but that if I did, I should keep them clear and make sure my intentions were placed on them.

Fly was clearing the energy in these mirrors.  I could feel the change.  I could feel it shifting like magic, pure magic.

It was another moment in my life where Great Spirit was reminding me that I am never alone, that everything in my life is helping me, taking care of me, and that I just have to allow it to unfold.

Looked like Fly was helping me in my highest and greatest good.

Once Fly was done, I took that nap.

Later on that day I had a meeting. On the way, driving down the road, I noticed that each woman I looked at reminded me of something about my mother. There was a young, pregnant woman who reminded of my mom (and perhaps what she looked like  pregnant with me?).  After years of ignoring everything about my mother, of scratching off every thought about her, I had finally healed this life-long pain. I had allowed Fly medicine to transform this old, dead energy into something else, something so alive.

They say that when you heal, you can see God in everyone and everything. I know that this is true, as I have begun to see my mother in everyone!

As I make my way back to the land, growing food, my relationship to the Earth, my relationship to the “Mother” — Earth Mother, Sea Mother, My Mother, all Mothers — is begining to create a new energy of aliveness and life. I can allow myself to “birth” new life and creativity as I accept that I am the “Mother of all things.”

The last image I want to share is of the “Trash Heap” from the Fraggle Rock kids’ show from a while back. “Trash Heap” was the wise old woman seer, the oracle that all the characters went to consult, the Knower of All.  Flies love trash heaps; they love compost, which is an organic matter trash heap, too.  I love compost that much more, now that Fly is my teacher, helper and friend!

A couple of videos from the Trash Heap live! So funny!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04Zz-GRPAzA

http://consciousnessofeconomics.blog.com/?p=117

Grow Food, Be Free & Live for a Living!

COE

Energy Screening for many Reasons…

Perf Screen 2

Since energy is my forte, I spend most of my time studying energies, fixing energies, changing energies and sometimes adapting energies.  The focus in this lifetime for me includes the training I’ve received from teachers, mentors, and other assorted helpers which mostly centers around energy and how to handle, adapt and change it.  It reminds me in a fun way of Mickey Mouse in the movie “Fantasia”.

One of the most interesting energy usages comes from a technique I learned from a Lakota medicine woman that I apprenticed with for over a year when I was about 23 years old.  ”Screening” is the name she used for this technique.   I learned her technique and over the ensuing years, I have modified, developed and adapted it so it can be used in a variety of situations.  It is Energy Medicine, a powerful remedy to cure the undercurrent of issues/ideas which we tend to battle out of a belief that they are somehow out of our control.

When you first start working with this idea, thought, imagining, you’ll want to use creativity.  Make it your own; own it.  Imagination utilizes the right hemisphere of  the brain, present moment, the God part of the brain, if you will, to activity work,  divinity magic in the world of solid form (left hemisphere).

I have added a few links so you can get a visual image of the kind of screen I create.   These links should give you some guidelines when creating or visually thinking about designing your own screening method.  Since I’ve been working with screening for a while, I have become extremely proficient to the point where the beings I work with on other planes actually shoot the images into my mind.  This direct connection actually bypasses much of the early work that I used to undertake to get the information needed.

The screens can be as large as you can imagine for the task at hand.  For example, let’s say you’re screening your yard because you have excess insect issues.  Your screen may be as large as the area you need to cover.  On the other hand, if you’re using a screen to work on a mouse, you may come up with something that resembles a tea screen for steeping tea.  Over the years, I have used a wide variety of screens of every size and shape.   Sometimes they have a tight mesh and sometimes they’re wide open such as links in a chain.  The colors of the screens can also vary depending on the energy needed.  I always allow the beings to show me what we’ll be using as far as size, mesh, color and type of material they’re created with.

When screening you are crossing over into a 64 dimensional level.   You are clearing energies that in the beginning you may not see.  In the beginning, you may need to imagine more, create a bit more in your mind.  Eventually you will grasp it and it will no longer be as much work.  The being(s) who can assist you are what you’re  comfortable with.  Use a being that you trust or feel good about.  Examples for these beings and the physical forms they may take are entities such as angels, mythical gods, fairies, elves, light rays or light balls.  Choose whatever you like, whatever makes you feel you have the help and support for the work you need to do.   Everyone’s work and choices will different.

Questions are often good.  I actually use screening for most of my work.  When I am working on a person, animal or a piece of land, I may have no idea where to start or what will be the most helpful for this situation.  I will often ask the question, What does this person, situation need?  What is being blocked here?  To what level is the person, structure clogged?  What is the best use of screening right now?  A voice or a thought will produce the answer.  Sometimes the answer may be short and sweet.

Next, two things can happen.   One scenario is that I will call in my light beings team to show me and help me create the screen or screens needed.  The highest number of screens I’ve ever been involved with at one time is 74, one at a time.  In most cases only one, two or possibly three are needed.

Sometimes the light beings team may show up on their own and notify me of a job or a screening assignment.  I help them by forming it and bringing it into the physical world and just act as an anchor at times.

Another important item that I should mention is that, at least in my work, the screens are usually some kind of metal such as  platinum, gold, silver, or material combinations that I cannot identify.  The screens look different, feel different and are a variety of colors.

Now for the mini blog demo.

I have a dog that I am not sure how to help. I ask a question to my light beings.  “What kind of screening is needed to help this dog”?  Then I may hear or see an image.  In my make-believe scenario, let’s say I get the message, “In the tenth layer the dog has picked up a disease from its human”.  This would mean to me that the dog took on an energetic disease for the human, for whatever reason, a long time before it manifested as a 3-D or third layer disease in the body.  I would prepare for the work by visualizing or seeing my light beings. We would create the metal, form it, and color it.  We would make as many screens as we needed based on the beings who handle the tenth layer to clear not only that level or layer, but all 64.  Each screen is made individually for different reasons.  Then together as a team we’ll put our energies into the screen by lifting it to the top or at the end of the 64 layers.  Sometimes, for whatever reason, I cannot get there on my own.  So I will put my energy into the mix and wait for the screen to come into my visual levels.  As the screen drops through it clears, cuts out, repairs, and evens out all of the issues that we’re clearing and focusing upon.

Each screen has its own time frame.  I have found that the tighter the mesh, the longer and slower it moves down.   Conversely,  the larger the mesh, the faster it moves.  When the screen has moved all the way down or through, then there’s usually a “cleaner being” who will take the screens to be transformed later on into something else.  The energy is just transformed. I will ask them to sweep up areas of debris that I do not want in my space after I’ve finished my work.  I also make it a point to have my work areas  “professionally cleaned” by the spirit world.

A woman who was also involved with the medicine woman at the same time as I was “back in the day” actually was the person who used the screening on her yard. She was having serious issues with bugs taking over everything she planted.  They kept eating everything and nothing would survive.  Our teacher advised her to try to screen them out.  Sure enough, after a couple of hours of using the screening methods, the number of invading insects started to decline.  The next day they were completely gone and did not return.  She had cleared the energy at the level that was causing the issues with the insects.  On another note,  a family of doves moved in the next day, multiplied and stayed for years.  Obviously, the clearing brought in help and support by the birds as well.  The possibilities are endless.

Give it a try, let me know how it goes.  If you have any questions, please ask me.   Also, if you find any new uses for screening, please let me know as well.

Happy Screening !!

Grow Food, Be Free, Live for a Living!

COE

http://consciousnessofeconomics.blog.com/2012/03/13/energy-screening-for-many-reasons/

Clockwise, Counterclockwise and the Chaos in the Middle…

vortexs

http://analyzer.depaul.edu/paperplate/Full%20Circle.htm

http://www.symbols.com/encyclopedia/26/261.html

Photos of: clouds appearing to be going in clockwise and counter clockwise directions, a few photos of geometrical circles and how the energy flows around them, water stirred into a vortex shape it appears to be going clockwise, shell looking circle energy form, photo of a cup of coffee and the cream circle is going clockwise, a photo of a circle template used in the modern world to explain an idea,

Links of: the symbology of a circle the other is an amazing creation of thought and practice using a circle  and creating geometrical shapes from it had to add it here!

Hello Everyone! Blessings to you! May the light of the sun warm your spirit creating a glow of  a fulfilling life!

I am sitting here this morning as I face writing about something I mostly do not have a vocabulary for. It comes to me in feelings.

The last week has found my body unraveling on pretty deep levels internally and externally. Over the last year I have turned back into the past to retrieve some powerful practices which I am using again. The most significant practice in the process of tension release in the body (which is basically the release of all the density) has been returning to prayer smoking. I was not serious about in the past it did not help me much back then, I was not commited to learning from it. I have become quite serious about my daily prayer smoke now. If you would like to learn this practice I invite you to call COE or come by on a day when you have time and pray with me. We can pray for whatever is creating weight in your heart and for all of those who’s hearts are feeling the same density. Density/Tension is a sign of imbalance.

Energy is everything! How we use our energy in the present moment determines every second, moment in our future. Where does one start and how can I project the energy I want in this life experience?

It begins with our energy and how we choose to use it over the course of our day. The act of choosing in the morning when you are fresh. Am I going to create new fields of energy around me? Or will I get out bed and run through my day forgetting I am a being of light stuck in uncreation mode, which constantly re-creates my past in my daily life, future life?

The photos I picked for here are circle in origin. The symbol link on this blog can give you an idea of the meanings for it. For me circles and vortexes are the same. The circle is in a mode of no movement or action. The vortex is the action of the circle when the energy is stirred by our mind, our hand, our spirit and the big one most of all, our emotion.

The first lessons in the circle came from my Lakota Medicine Woman teacher. The circle or the wheel is life, my life. It has on it every experience I have ever had. There are 4 directions on the wheel when you look from a circle non- movement frame of mind. Each direction represents the mental, emotional, physical and spiritual. This is basic.  However there are deeper and broader meanings that I am not going to get into here. Somewhere on the wheel is a bundle for every experience I have in this life. If you are having too many emotional experiences, that part of the wheel will become imbalanced.. have you watched an imbalanced wheel roll along? The wheel is a guide to living a balanced life in the present moment, choosing how I am going to spend  energy or life force and  life purpose, in the forms of bundles equally spaced around my wheel.

When we are the 7 directions into the Wheel of life or circle it becomes a vortex of energy. It can go counter or clockwise. We add the sky, earth and ourselves into the connecting with the 7 directions. When we move from the 4 directions just a circle with life experience (which also can be called our medicines and poisons) to the 7 directions, we create a vortex from the sky to the earth and back to ourselves.

Now I can add in the direction of the vortex energy flow if we are actually making it. Most of us are spending our life try to just balance out our wheels or circles. We are living our past in every moment and future moment. People ask me how to tell if you are creating your past in today. Have you ever seen someone you do not know and thought that looks like such and such? Or having inner actions with a new person in your life  and the person and the issues remind you of the past? Those are pretty simple ways to know. Going from the wheel living our life, to the conscious way of living life in a 7 direction vortex way, we have 2 choices and we can use them both.

One energy is clockwise and one counter clockwise. What I practice is that the clockwise is creation, creating new, moving forward in a conscious choosing way. Counter clockwise is unraveling, uncreating, like a do over. Lately I have been really actively pondering this in everything I do. You have to be present to do it for sure. If I walk my dog I make sure I move in a clockwise direction and to circle back to where I started. I am choosing to be in a creation mode, every minute I am conscious of the movement of the energy I am going in. The energy moves differently in Australia then here in north America naturally, I have no idea what that means, I have not had the opportunity to play with it yet. When I drive on the roads it is a challenge to move in the clockwise fashion. I am avoiding circle drives which are set up to force you to drive counterclockwise direction, which is then causing an unraveling of something I am creating. This is how I use the energy on a basic level. Try it sometime and see for yourself how programmed you are.

I consciously move around the yards in a creation manner when creating a new project. If I was considering buying a house I would walk clockwise around it.

If you are recapitulating massive amounts of old past events, emotions and people by all means I would spend that time consciously recaptiulating in a counter clockwise motion to decreate it.

Remember,  this is basic. These are basic ways to consciously choose your energy flows which will help you become present and connect with your life purpose. I believe that every circle in you functions this way. Think about what you can heal if  you choose from the basic circle / shape of a cell to a cell with vortex of power of creation! We can also choose a deeper level of intention about those vortexes going clockwise with the thoughts of health, beauty and life. You could use them in a counter-clockwise motion and think the dis-ease is vanishing, unraveling, going back to the uncreated. The kabalah is just this idea in the basic form.  Looking at one of the symbols on a flat surface is just that like the circle, but if you in your mind hold that symbol and allow it to become a vortex of energy spinning it becomes magic in a sense. It is no longer a solid form;  it has become an energy vortex of information. You have the power to use it to uncreate or create in you.

Finally, I am bringing in the chaos energy.  The chaos feature is the creator/you because we do the choosing of how that energy will flow.  I connect with the East, I connect with the South, I connect with the  West, I connect with the North ( 4 directions); I connect with Sky/Universe; I connect with the Earth and ultimately, I connect with Myself.  I consciously choose to connect in a clockwise direction during the 4 directions, which starts the energy flow in the direction I am creating. Then I connect with above and the energy begins the vortex flow. It becomes a full vortex when I connect with earth. I become the Chaos when it comes back to me. I am the one choosing, I could choose to not connect with all the directions only the 4, which is everyday life,  or, I could connect with them all and create magic, life force, will then I am the chooser of the direction;  I need the energy/vortex to flow to deal with whatever is in my present moment.

I have been going to school for Biodynamic farming.  I spend quite a bit of time stirring structured water with preparations made basically from herbs that are sprayed to help soil, plants and Earth. I took a class on it recently. When you stir the water you are creating energy. Typically the water and preparations are stirred for an hour in structured water. You stir one direction and make a vortex and then the other direction doing the same. For me it is like creating for 5 minutes and then uncreating for 5 minutes, building the energy and relieving it. Then there is the chaos. Stirring has taught me about the chaos factor. The chaos is between the vortex change. When I stop a direction and then turn it by stirring I am creating chaos. Chaos has become to me the between state where I am in the creation or uncreation for life forces.  Chaos is the choice or lack of a choice. In the 7 directions  you connect with yourself, the chooser, the person with the infinite possibilities in the chaos. When you focus consciously in the present moment on that one thing you desire or are being affected by you can choose  then to either create the desire by moving the energy in a clockwise motion or stir your energy to the uncreate mode to clear the issues that are affecting you from past experience choices and in most case lack of presence to choose from a 4 direction life.

I have been working dramatically with these ideas and after a year of prayer, connecting and consciously even physically watching the flow of energy can almost without thinking naturally follow creation vortexes instead of my old natural flow of uncreation and the imbalanced wheel of my life.

Grow Food, Be Free & Live for a Living!

COE

http://consciousnessofeconomics.blog.com/?p=84

Dimensional Realities for a Literal Mind…

coe letter head pic

It’s been a struggle trying to bridge all the work that COE does. For months I’ve tried to separate all the elements of work done here. Finally, I have come to a place where the outside world is mirroring the constant spiritual concepts of separation versus oneness. Now, moving towards the new awakening, I want and desire oneness, both in business practices and personal lifestyle. The work that I originally planned was for the spiritual approach to earth and  land, and how to use spirit as an active path to integrate harmony between land, trees and plants we may use for food or medicine. Though I write here about science and farming, I am most conscious of the energy world.  My life training  has been to actively influence the world’s energy. I am clearing my own separateness in this blog to effect totality and oneness.

In the next few blogs I will be discussing some simple concepts that represent truth for me. I have been receiving insight on clarifying these ideas so that many more of you might grasp them. I want to state for the record that the ideas I share here are mine. They are not views shared by everyone.  If I write about native people teachers with whom I’ve worked, I  know that all of them carry different levels of information and how that information is shared. On this blog I am expressing my ideas, feelings, thoughts and concepts that produce results in successful cultivation of land and curing dis-ease.

The dimensional realities that I have been taught as well as experienced exist as layers and levels to allow the healing work I do. I can move up and down in these layers like an elevator in a skyscraper. Each human has these level within the field of energy around each indivual. Every field that I have had the pleasure to work in extends out past the sun. I am sure that it goes on forever. However, my work has been in the 64 levels or layers within the individual field of energy. When someone is in your space they could literally be in China. That is why we are really all “One”  This applies to the field of energy we  share everywhere plus the space we occupy to experience indivduality.  Injury, fear, perceived failures and violent activities that we do to each other and ourselves can create walls around our field, giving us the feeling of separation from everything we are actually experiencing. Know that you are never separated from the energy field of the oneness; you could never be, it is where the true being in you was created, developed and cultivated for the work you do, your purpose. Sometimes we may not ever get to the purpose we came for because we cannot believe that we are part of a whole.

Recently something hit home for me.  I think this may be the piece I was missing that made it hard to  get to a deep level. In order for me to have my dream or, I think more correctly, my life purpose, I have to be a part of making others’ dreams come true. Judgement really plays out when the automatic inner competition we feel towards others blocks the manifestation of our own dreams.  These thoughts and feelings will keep you far away from your dreams, because you are blocking others by judging them. When we wish the best for another we, wish it for ourselves. Try it for a month and you will see what I mean!  Not only will your life better, but the world around you will become better. If you are not sure what to wish for another being,  wish something you want, like happiness!

In December of 2006 I transported in my car. The field I entered with my car literally took me from one side of Fresno, California to the other, I had never been to the side I was at and had no idea which way to head. To this day I know that the porthole if you will must have opened and I was in the right space and place. Though I blew it off as some imagination of my mind. I told myself I needed to be more present in case  it happened again… then I would know for sure. Enter January 2007. I was leaving Ojo Caliente in New Mexico a healing place I was staying at during the ice storm that winter that had hwy 40 closed. After 7 days the hwy was clear. I left Ojo and headed south. For those of you who have never traveled through New Mexico, it is a desert at a very high elevation. 1 1/2 hours into the drive I was gettting closer to Santa Fe and all of a sudden I had a sense of driving in the opposite direction and when I looked up I was in the mountains forested with trees. I freaked out, literally. I had no idea where I was! None. At the next town I stopped at a gas station and found out that I was at the south east section of Colorado. I headed back to the car with so many things running through my head, the thoughts I remember the most was, ” Holy shit what if I would have landed in China? How do you explain that? How would you get back?”

A few years ago I actually met another person who had a similar thing happen on the same highway. The difference was that he saw a Being standing over the road and then arrived at the the destination he was going to immediately after driving beneath the Being on the road. He traveled 2 hours in a flash. He was definitely much more present and conscious than I was during my experience.

A very important point is that this event started a very difficult and challenging cycle for me. I believe I was not present, and the creation or creating mode in my head was negative.  When I hit the porthole, it changed my direction on a lower vibration path. Choice is everying and you need to be present in the here and now.

I have spent much of my life on a spiritual path… for me it is the only path. I have done cermonies in the waking life or wake state that have taken me on trips all over  other worlds. These were the kind of experiences where the spirit leaves the body and journeys elsewhere.  I have used the dream state or the dreaming world to take trips to other worlds where I have gathered information and in some cases been trained on how to help someone/a field of energy in the here and now. This was also the spirit leaving the body periods of time. It was not until I started being transported that I fully grasped that we could at anytime leave and come back,  take a trip in a second with the body, go where ever you are in  a car or maybe in a house. Carlos Castaneda was telling us this in his books, that these things were possible.  We just have to move the assembly point to get there. Move the point of reference within the energy field that we are part of. I have not transported since the 2007. I believe that the higher part of me needed me to understand through a physical experience. I also believe that the conditions need to be right to basically fall into a gap between the layers, dimensions. I have worked on people who fell down and  had a shift of consciousness, maybe like fell into another dimension, sometimes a lower operating systen in the 3rd dimenstional reality we are living and sometimes a higher experience.  Head injuries can jerk us into another dimensions and usually they are a lower vibration or experience of the same life with different condtions. When we are injured in an unconscious way we can be sure that it will throw us into a world that may be more negtivie than the one we were in. If we are present, awake and aware when we say hit our head it will propel us into a higher vibrating reality.

I would like to leave you with this idea. The idea that 64 dimenstional layers is like a 64 level high rise or skyscraper. Please do include the 13th floor in your mind. Would not want to leave out such an important floor or number, or host of beings who live there.

Let’s say that the 1st and 2nd floors are underground. Some people may call it the areas of darknsss. In our skyscraper everything has light so we will call it the floors of unconsciousness or lower vibration. There is never an experience or place inside you may go that is not of value. Remember earlier when I said that we are all part of the one energy field? The same thing here applies even to the underground floors or dimensions. At one time we were beings who lived on the 1st and 2nd levels and we may know people that still do!

The 3rd floor is the most important. I am calling it the 3rd dimension. That is where most of us are living. In our skyscraper it is where everything including us comes in and out. It is where the door to the outside parking lot dwells. The elevator goes up and down the 64 floor or layers of consciousness. Like in a hotel, there are beings living on every floor that maintan that world or level of consciousness. They go up and down the elevator into different realities. I was made aware during a out of the body trip that a human can have over 350 helpers, beings from other floor or dimensions taking care of them, and that is only for our physical systems. Beings on different levels work with your physical life. Literally I can say that a belief in separation in fact causes dis-ease. When we create a wall around us we block out everything and our will becomes useless. That is when we learn to use manipulation and control to get what we want. When our will sparks in us it then sparks into action and all the forces of everything that exists on each floor, all beings sparks into action into a flow of creation for us. When we build a reinforced brick-layered wall around our room in the hotel, put in an alarm system and consciously become an island our will, divine will becomes blocked. This is apart of the 3rd reality or 3rd floor experience and in the separation mode we can really create our own hell on earth. Will is a signal, a wave of energy that is creation it’s self.

I have had to travel to the 34 floor to find beings who know the information for the 7th floor shift or in clearer terms to heal the brain tumor in my head.

There has been talk that some of us on the 3rd floor were moved without noticing to much to the 4th floor or 4 dimensional reality. This is the reality in physical terms of the heart. When you are on the 4th floor you will start to feel more love, peace and this can also lead to the physical healing in the 3rd floor of dis-ease or damage in the heart of the body.

There is also talk in the world about many of us being moved to the 5th floor or fifth dimension- that this is the true event that is happening during December 23, 2012.

In this skyscraper of 64 levels we all use the elevator. There are times when we are in the flow that things just happen, right place and the right time are happening all the time. There are times when we are not in the flow we are in separation and it is like climbing up Mount Everest and never getting to the top.

Have you ever had the experience where you encountered a person so completely cut off from reality that they seemed like they came out of a cave? Or have you ever had the experience of bumping into a spiritual master out of the blue? They imparted deep wisdom or did something that could not be explained? Maybe for that moment your vibrational exchange was inner acting with beings or persons existing on other floors or realities than ourselves. That we all meet, collide enter and exit through the 3rd floor or 3rd dimension becasue it is where the physical world is and all of it is happening in it, for it and doing whatever work they are there to do with us. We are moving in and out of fields of energy and most of the time, not aware of it. It is why strange things will appear here on the 3rd floor, sometimes it comes out of nowhere.  There are all kinds of strange things that appear here in our realities and many times it happens when our attentions shift. Then we open up, we become present to this moment and then KABOOM, something shows up on our radar, in our present reality.

The skysraper is the oneness energy field,what we are apart of. The floors/levels dimensions are the levels of consciousness and what exist there, just like the 3rd floor is a physical body experience. The rooms we occupy are the individual fields of energy we experience how the universe is express through us in a physical way and creating our desire by our will or lack of will. None the less we are a part of the oneness. We can choose to wall ourselves off from all that exisits thus blocking our highest and greatest will from working and end up suffering greatly.

When we understand energy we then can understand everything around us. We can open, take down the walls and flow effortlessly with all things on this planet in the 3’d, into the 4’d and into the 5th. We spend far more effort “man handling” the world around us, acting violently, making ” a living”, “a zoo”, “a war”, and the list goes on  in a place of separation.” I will not!” If you find yourself in a constant game of “I will not,” try playing “I will” for awhile and see what happens. You might need to get a divorce, change jobs, go out and date, go back to school, find a spiritual teacher…who knows where “I will” may lead you? My hope is that it will take you to the 4th floor of consciousness and someday all the way up.

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Grow Food, Be Free & Live for a Living!

COE

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The Cultivation of Earth as Self…

cultivator 002Cultivate: to promote or improve the growth of (a plant, crop, etc.) by labor and attention.

Cultivation: 1) a person or thing that cultivates. 2) an implement drawn between rows of growing plants to loosen the earth and destroy weeds.

Cultivation: 1) the act or art of cultivating.  2) the state of being cultivated. 3) culture; refinement.

This week’s post is coming a bit late. In working with spirit, whatever that spirit be named for each one of us, it can take a bit of time to listen.  Collecting information from the ethers  is like turning on the spirit computer in myself and hitting download.

This was not an easy blog to write. Within the culture I grew up I did not learn to cultivate anything. I personally had to take time to think about cultivating, what I cultivate, how do I cultivate and when do I cultivate? When I received the information that I would be writing about cultivating ( see photo of cultivator garden tool attached) I temporarily went into a place of resistance. I needed to spend some time contemplating what the word meant to me. I was generally feeling sadness inside. I had to face the fact that I am the cultivator of my life, my soil, my water and everything that exists. As I searched my inner data banks I could not recall learning much about cultivating. In the culture I live in I began to recall learning more about running from everything; cultivating was the exact opposite of how I had lived my life. When I first picked up a cultivator and used it, I could feel anger and hostility. It took me months to relate it to energy. Memories flooded me from my past that I have been out-running, pretending things never happened. I began to use cultivating to feel my resistance, notice stress and this brought me to deep breathing. Cultivating the garden became a time for me when I could focus and let go no matter what was going on around me.

Spending  time, in a peaceful place, with love in your heart cultivating your crops in a physical way is also an act of creating it within. For myself this week has brought me to a place of unraveling deep energies within. I wanted to present you with the definitions of the words, the descriptions of the act of cultivating. Cultivating has become so much more as it reaches into my areas of consciousness that have not be activated.

I recently spent 2 months on a farm in which the main work was cultivating. I began to understand early on that if the soil is not cultivated regularly,  it becomes solid, hard and the weeds can be a boxing match event to remove. On the other hand if the soil is constantly cultivated it is light, fluffy, easily absorbs water, increases oxygen to the root systems of your plants which are the respiratory system of every plant and the weeds, the little invaders, are brought into a sort of compliance that even a 2 year old could handle.

The physical act of cultivating is a peaceful experience, once you get the hang of it. I came to the realization that cultivating the earth was teaching me something about my life that had been dormant. The statement “quantity versus quality” would roll through my mind early in the relaxing phase of cultivating. Cultivating your garden and/or anything else forces you into the present moment. If you are not present moment, your attention is not fully on what you are doing. Cultivators have sharp edges can cut through the stem of the plant damaging and killing them for the future harvest if we are not present giving our full attention. Cultivating is a zen process, it reminds me of raking gravel into meditative designs.

I am spending time farming. I am moving towards becoming a full time farmer. My favorite tool in the shed is a cultivator. It was not that way in the beginning. I Actually hated to cultivate in the fields… it felt like it was never-ending, boring and too time consuming. Now i see it in a much bigger picture. Now when I cultivate it is meditation, I become present, giving my attention to the moment, in the now. For those of you more science based it is also a great workout, builds incredible hand and eye coordination. Highly recommend cultivating for people who have had head injuries, strokes to build new nerve passages.

The cultivator tool you can buy at any garden shop. I prefer the long-handled with the triangle edged style. When buying garden tools, be present, hold them, move them around, notice how you feel about the tools ,buy and use tools you love, you like, that feel good to you. Remember you will be using them on the earth and possible near your food source, never act aggressively towards our mother who cultivates all the plants, trees, air, water, soil, animals and us.

In conclusion I am continuing to learn that I have to focus my attention on that which I want and then I have to cultivate it. The cultivation must be done with peace, tenderness, like an act of love to a beloved. When you grow food for yourself and do it as an act of love, attention, intent you create an experience of edible bliss.

Cultivating any aspect of life is the magic, a life transforming tool, it can only truly be understood by doing it and cultivating the art and practice of it and what it means.

For those of you in Reno if you would like to hands on lesson in cultivating call COE and we can do a class (donation, and you must bring your own tool).

We need not be afraid anymore. You can cultivate anything you wish. Only you are the Cultivator of your creation.

Grow Food, Be Free & Live for a Living!

COE

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